If only love was enough for her to stay around with him.
Every night before she fell asleep she thought  about her relationship or is it situation and it still did not make sense to her.
She wants to walk away,but how could she…this is one of the longest relationship she has ever been in and with the Continue reading



I keep looking around me hoping that at some point they will be a leader or is it a politician who is willing to have the interest of the common mwananchi at heart and deliver but I guess there is no holding my breath in that, been disappointed a lot .But at times it’s not all just about the politicians but we also have a role to play as citizens in the country, as this country does not belong to the politicians we are the majority and we can change the narrative in this conversation. Continue reading

Constant battle

Very powerful and well written



Lately a lot has been feeling like a constant battle

A battle of the fear of the unknown

Fear between letting go and holding back

Fear between being free and being scared

Anxiety creeping in as the night draws closer

Trying to choke me and drain me

Juice me up until I have nothing left

Lately a whole lot has been feeling like a constant battle

A battle between right and wrong

Between what I’ve believed in my whole life

And between what is really true

I’m scared to the core

My spine is getting cold

Paralysed by guilty

Lately a lot has been feeling like a constant battle

A battle between what I truly want and what they say I need to want

But you see I’m learning

I’m learning to let go and not hold back

I’m learning to be free and not be scared

And yes anxiety…

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Book lover Moments

Today I came across one of the books you bought for me One day I will write about this place by Binyavanga Wainaina.  It has got to be the most interesting book I ever read and one of the books that we took time just reading it during our date nights. Or maybe it’s because I did not want to finish or maybe I loved us spending time together like this. This was one of the best ways we knew how to communicate with each other. I always wonder does she like to read books or she prefers Continue reading

Staying True to Myself

Staying true to myself is the lesson that i have learned today. For a long time i have cared what others think about me rather  than what is good for the shygal. That changes now.  Part of my resolution for this year was to get a mentor, and so far i have been able to interact with 3. Am loving the challenge as i work on me.