If only love was enough for her to stay around with him.
Every night before she fell asleep she thought  about her relationship or is it situation and it still did not make sense to her.
She wants to walk away,but how could she…this is one of the longest relationship she has ever been in and with the Continue reading



I keep looking around me hoping that at some point they will be a leader or is it a politician who is willing to have the interest of the common mwananchi at heart and deliver but I guess there is no holding my breath in that, been disappointed a lot .But at times it’s not all just about the politicians but we also have a role to play as citizens in the country, as this country does not belong to the politicians we are the majority and we can change the narrative in this conversation. Continue reading

Constant battle

Very powerful and well written

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Lately a lot has been feeling like a constant battle

A battle of the fear of the unknown

Fear between letting go and holding back

Fear between being free and being scared

Anxiety creeping in as the night draws closer

Trying to choke me and drain me

Juice me up until I have nothing left

Lately a whole lot has been feeling like a constant battle

A battle between right and wrong

Between what I’ve believed in my whole life

And between what is really true

I’m scared to the core

My spine is getting cold

Paralysed by guilty

Lately a lot has been feeling like a constant battle

A battle between what I truly want and what they say I need to want

But you see I’m learning

I’m learning to let go and not hold back

I’m learning to be free and not be scared

And yes anxiety…

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I love it, something close to what I have been thinking about lately.



Why do we hold tight to things that destroy us
Afraid to let go and be free
Are we so used to the abuse of today
Did they lie to us and make us so desperate and weak
Have they made us believe that we can never get something better
Have they robbed us of our vision in life and our eyes are now blurred with tears that we can nolonger see ahead
Did they make us believe that they are the best we could ever have
And now we are so weak to realize how strong we are…..

I understand the predicament you going through
I know the pain that eats your soul away
The cancer that so crushes your heart into pieces
The smile that you wear to tell everyone but yourself you are ok
I know how hard it is to let go
How weak your feet…

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